{"id":6644,"date":"2015-03-04T17:29:00","date_gmt":"2015-03-04T14:29:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.unitedaikido.org\/?p=6644"},"modified":"2020-11-01T02:39:23","modified_gmt":"2020-10-31T23:39:23","slug":"04-03-2015","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.unitedaikido.org\/tr\/04-03-2015\/","title":{"rendered":"04\/03\/2015"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"G\u00fcn g\u00fcnden farkl\u0131 bir ruh halinde oluyorum son d\u00f6nemlerde.
Bir g\u00fcn ruhum kanatlan\u0131yor p\u0131r p\u0131r u\u00e7uyor, sonraki g\u00fcn i\u00e7imi kasvet bas\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn heyecan ile gelecek on senenin planlar\u0131n\u0131 yap\u0131yorum, ertesi g\u00fcn kimsesizli\u011fi doyas\u0131ya ya\u015famak i\u00e7in ka\u00e7abilece\u011fim bir yer ar\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

Bu hafta sonu Marmaris\u2019te 3 g\u00fcn ders yapt\u0131m arkada\u015flar\u0131mla. Yeni okulumuzdaki kocaman alanda ferah ferah bir ders yapt\u0131k. Fedakar arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7abalar\u0131 ile Marmaris okulumuz art\u0131k sa\u011flam temeller \u00fczerinde y\u00fckseldi\u011fini ispat etti.<\/p>\n

Marmaris okulumuz sempaisi Eylem di\u015fini t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131na katm\u0131\u015f dojomuz i\u00e7in \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Pazar gece \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 saatte \u0130stanbul\u2019a d\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Yol yorgunlu\u011fu benim hep uykumu ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r. Sabah olmak \u00fczere idi uyudu\u011fumda.<\/p>\n

Pazartesi biraz ge\u00e7 saatte uyan\u0131p g\u00fcnl\u00fck i\u015flerimi halletmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m yapabildi\u011fimce ve 17.15 deniz otobusu ile Levent Okulumuza do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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Ak\u015famki derse 20 seneden fazlad\u0131r tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6\u011frencim, arkada\u015f\u0131m Hakan Karahan\u2019\u0131 da davet etmi\u015ftim. Uzun bir s\u00fcredir g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemi\u015ftik.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Geldi Hakan. Ba\u015fkaca da kimse gelmedi derse. Birbirimize \u00e7ok anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131 davranarak  ders yapt\u0131k birlikte. \u00c7ok tuhaf bir duygu insan\u0131n bunca y\u0131l tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 birisi ile uzun bir aradan sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesi. Bir yandan merak edilen aradaki y\u0131llar ama di\u011fer yanda sanki daha d\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz gibi bir s\u0131cakl\u0131k, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k, g\u00fcven ve samimiyet. \u00c7ok sevdim bu duyguyu. \u0130nanmayacaks\u0131n\u0131z ama kendimi g\u00fcvende hissettim nedense.<\/p>\n

Sonra d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm nedendir bu g\u00fcven duygusu diye. O kadar \u00e7ok insan var ki etraf\u0131mda. Ama bu duygu farkl\u0131 idi.<\/p>\n

San\u0131r\u0131m bunun nedeni ya\u015fam ile s\u0131nanm\u0131\u015f dostluk duygusu idi.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdilerde de etraf\u0131mda dostlar\u0131m diyebilece\u011fim insanlar var. Ama farkl\u0131 bir durumda, ortamda nas\u0131l tepki verirler hi\u00e7 bilmiyorum.  G\u00fcvensizlik de\u011fil ama bir soru i\u015fareti pek \u00e7o\u011fu.<\/p>\n

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Ama Hakan gibi, Sarven gibi, Armen, H\u00fcr\u015fat gibi dostluklar\u0131n\u0131 defalarca ve defalarca her durumda s\u00fcrd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, desteklerini g\u00f6stermi\u015f, t\u00f6kezledi\u011fimde bana destek olmu\u015f dostlar\u0131m\u0131n verdi\u011fi s\u0131cakl\u0131k bir ba\u015fka.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Kolay de\u011fil benim gibi bir huysuza 20 y\u0131ldan fazla bir s\u00fcredir katlanmak…<\/p>\n\n\n

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